At 8:50 p.m. on Monday, May 13, 2019, I walked up to the podium in front of my Toastmaster Club members to hand out ribbons to all the best speakers of the night. Unlike usual, I stood there smiling from ear to ear because my name was on the list of among the best speakers. I jokingly said to the club members, "I'm going to shake my own hand as I give this "Best Ta