Day 97: Saturday, October 6, 2018 Have you ever felt defeated in your life? No matter how hard you work, it is still not enough! What do you do when you feel down? As for me, I take deep breaths, work harder and pray for better days. I try not to let anything bring me down. I visualize one day all my hard works will pay off. I’m going to cut back on extra activities, so I can focus on the one important thing right now which is making extra money. I will reprogram myself to like numbers such as real estates, accounting, and investment. I want to balance myself on business and literature. I want to become a well-rounded person. I want to reach financial freedom. There are so much I want to do, but I only have limited time on earth. It’s not a crime that you are struggling financially. It costs more to raise grown-up children in college. The living expenses go up steadily. Your salary raise is not catching up with the inflation. It cost money to buy extra insurances as you age. Too many parties for the little ones. The list goes on and on. All of this could be a big burden on your shoulder because you are not making end meets. The one solution is cutting back on expenses and making extra incomes. It’s not easy, but there is no other choice. It’s life. I try to stay calm, collected and focus on the jobs at hand and at at the same time maintain my physical and mental well-being. I want to be there for my baby Jayden. He’s not simply my daughter’s boy, but I feel he’s also mine. The bond is too strong between us. I might cry as I feel defeated at times, but I picked myself up, dusted off my behind and stood tall. I refused to surrender. I love this life, the one and only I have. I’m grateful for everything. I’m prosperous in every way. Thank You! ❤️ Have a great weekend. 🙂